As I rode the plane back to Omaha a few weeks ago, I
reminisced about the 10 days in Jacksonville. I experienced every emotion
during my time there. I cried a little but laughed a lot. It is never a bad
thing to be surrounded by family even if under sad circumstances. As my
grandmother wanted it, though, it was a celebration of her life. I saw many
relatives and friends, some of which I had not seen in over 30 years. It was
like we had just seen each other last week.
I looked through pictures that
reminded me of many happy times. It was very surreal staying at my
grandmother's house with her no longer there and had to take a deep breath when
I left her house for the last time. I'm glad that I got to spend time with
family, especially my father. It was hard leaving him even though I talk
to him on a regular basis from home, it's not the same as being there.
It goes without saying that loss is a bitter reminder of how
important it is to cherish the times we have with each other. As Tim McGraw
said it best in his song, "Live Life as if You're Dying," we should
all take advantage of the moments.
As much as I do and always will love
Jacksonville, I was ready to get home. Life goes on. Grandma would not
stand for any of us dwelling on and being sad that she's gone. She is finally
where she wanted to be. I'll miss our Friday talks but I know she is finally
home. Now we must continue to live up to up to the legacy she left behind. I
love you "Grand-ma-ma." I won't let you down.
